you had me at hello.

i haven't updated in forevereverever. but i'll start doing it again because it makes me feel good.

to be honest, i don't really remember what's happened since my last update, save for a few things.

i didn't lose much, stayed at a plateau.

for about a week or so, i was purging everything i ate, and the intake stayed below 1000 calories. but then my bestest friend ever came back, and things... changed. my intake was great. 100 - 500 calories. down to 149, last time i checked, forever ago.

i did have a bad day today, though. 1000 + plus. couldn't purge. ashamed.

tomorrow will be better. 500 calories and i'll burn off 1/2 of what i eat.

the guilt is immense.