let it be.

my scale is fucking pissing me off. everything is. i'm somewhere in between 143 and 146, and it changes pretty much every time i step on the damn thing. and i had a binge today. i fell down the stairs ( ha, ha ) and busted my ass at nine A.M. it still hurts at four P.M. i was like, "fuck it", and had some ice cream. then i got mad at myself, and ended up eating more anyway.

can't purge because of the new, painful tongue rings.

guh. tomorrow is going to be better. i hope anyone reading this is doing better than me.