skinny.

i'm doing better lately. i've realized i'm not a very good bulimic, because i can only purge small amounts of food at a time. restricting & purging is where its at for me. i reached 134.6 lbs the other day - thought i would never stop smiling. i'm getting there.

on tumblr, i've joined a challenge with a bunch of other people - skinny boot camp. i'll be on team white with about 25 other people, doing the ABC. we start on the 28th and go for 50 days. how much weight can i lose in that time frame? the prospect is exciting.

proven fact: it takes 21 days to break a bad habit, or to train yourself into a good one. not even a month. i'm going to train myself into not bingeing anymore.

i'm tired. but smiling.